life changing a lot

I can't believe how much my life is changing.
What used to seem important doesn't really matter anymore.
Victoria's Secret used to be my life.
Over priced clothing...really.
In early January I found out I'm pregnant.
My Dad wanted me to get an abortion. My whole family actually.
I was thrown out of my house and my car was taken. The car I intended on paying my dad back for.
oh well. I wasn't going to give up on a baby's life and always have to wonder what my child would've been like.

This whole...situation really allowed me to see who my real friends are. Many friends turned their backs on me. For what reason I'm not sure. Two of my friends, Jessie and Steph have been like my angels. They took me in. I now live with them and they have been helping me all along. Jessie's Mom has been amazing to me too. Without them I would be in the streets and have no way to get to my job or anything. I feel so lucky to have them. Already my priorities have changed. Instead of getting 50 dollar pants that 50 dollars goes toward baby clothes and diapers. I'm only 9 weeks but I still want to be as prepared as possible. My baby's father won't be in the picture that just motivates me to be an even better mom. 

I was thinking to myself today. HA! i have a hard enough time finding a man who's NOT a lying ass hole. Not only will I have to worry about myself but finding a man who doesn't mind if you have a child? Psh. Rochester men...I have yet to meet a man who isn't a man whore or a lying user. This wasn't an expected baby but I can already see how much it is impacting my life. Going out drinking isn't important, over priced clothes, I learned who my true friends are.


I just feel like a strong person for being thrown out, having my vehicle taken, losing friends, losing contact with family, but I am still fighting for my baby. I won't give up on an innocent child who deserves a chance and life, and a chance to be happy and healthy. I am SO thankful to all the sweet people who write to me on facebook. Especially after I have had a bad day. Even a small compliment coming from a stranger on facebook or one of my facebook regulars brightens my day. So if you're reading this, thank you. You do make a difference in my day.